Amy Louise Irving

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Monday, 20 May 2019

20/05/2019 - i miss you

It’s still so hard to get my head around the fact that you’re not here anymore😢I miss you. I miss your stupid jokes and the ways you made me laugh. I miss the stories that you used to tell me. I miss your hugs. It’s so hard knowing I’ll grow up and have children and you’ll never see them. I’ll get married and you’ll never see me in my wedding dress. Now that I’m going through losing a parent, nothing seems near as bad. Breakups, can do that no sweat. I wish you were still here because I miss you so much and just want you to be here again. I have never experienced such pain and heartache in my life, I still haven’t got my head round it yet, I still haven’t cried as much as I should have. I still don’t think about you as much as I should. That time will come. I am strong and I will be strong for you and for everyone around me. I’ve started to write on my blogs again just like you told me not to let anyone stop me from chasing my dreams. I love you so much forever and always. Rest easy up there. 💗💗💗💗


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