Amy Louise Irving

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Saturday, 11 May 2019

11/05/2019


I believe that there’s no such thing as a way to grieve. Until you need to do that, you don’t experience the pain of the loss. People will ask you, how do you do it? And you don’t know what to say because you’re not given a choice. You’re never given a choice. You don’t get over it, you only get through it, just like the story of the bear hunt. Even though it’s difficult going through the mud, you find a way through it. In time they tell me I’ll not feel so bad. I don’t want time to heal me. There’s a reason I feel like this. I want time to see me ugly and knotted with the loss of you, marking me. I won’t smooth you away. I can’t say goodbye. Sometimes days seem impossible, I can’t get out of bed. I can’t do anything. I don’t want to talk to anyone. Isolating myself from everyone seems like the right thing to do but it’s not. You can’t bury your pain. You can’t bury your sorrows. Losing someone that was so special to you brings pain worse than you can ever imagine, until you’ve experienced don’t you even dare tell me to get over it.
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